I thought that we would be
Further along by now
I can’t remember how
I stumbled to this place

I loved you like no one else
On a bad day maybe I thought why bother
I’ve seldom seen so much anger
In a face

I want to do better
I want to try harder
I want to believe
Down to the letter

Jesus
Can you carry us
Across this ocean
Into the arms of forgiveness

I don’t mean to laugh outloud
I’m trying to come clean
Trying to shed my doubt
Maybe I should just keep
My big mouth shut

More often than not
When it comes to you
You want whatever’s not in front of you
Deep down I know this includes me too

So tell me your troubles
Let your pain rain down
I know my job I’ve been around
I invest in the mess
I’m a low cost dumping ground

Trouble is I’m so exhausted
The plot, you see, I think I’ve lost it
I need the grace to find what can’t be found